to never know...

Sometimes, the hardest thing is never getting an answer to the questions that burn within you. 

Even when you ask and you have to let go of the expectations and accept, willingly, that you will never know. 

and then...

eventually...

you learn to be okay with that ~

Because that's all that you can do.

it's ok

Tonight, it's ok. 
I can let go and accept things that I don't want to. 
I'm not saying that I don't care, that it doesn't matter, that it doesn't hurt...or won't keep hurting. Because I do, it does and it does again...and it will.
But it's okay.
I can let it go. 
What is in our lives and meant to be here will happen and be around on it's own. I have to keep reminding myself of that.
So. 
Have a good night.