beautifully sweet song ~ because I really am just a mushy romantic. Don't ever doubt that.

Goo Goo Dolls

Come To Me

I'll be kind, if you'll be faithful
You be sweet and I'll be grateful
Cover me with kisses dear
Lighten up the atmosphere
Keep me warm inside our bed
I got dreams of you all through my head
Fortune teller said I'd be free
And that's the day you came to me
Came to me

Doo Doo Doo Doo Doo, Doo Doo Doo Doo Doo

Come to me my sweetest friend
Can you feel my heart again
I'll take you back where you belong
And this will be our favorite song
Come to me with secrets bare
I'll love you more so don't be scared
When we're old and near the end
We'll go home and start again

Ooo Ooo Oooo, Ooo Ooo Oooo

I caught you burnin' photographs
Like that could save you from your past
History is like gravity
It holds you down away from me
You and me, we've both got sins
I don't care about where you've been
Don't be sad and don't explain
This is where we start again
Start again

Doo Doo Doo Doo Doo, Doo Doo Doo Doo Doo

Come to me my sweetest friend
Can you feel my heart again
I'll take you back where you belong
And this will be our favorite song
Come to me with secrets bare
I'll love you more so don't be scared
When we're old and near the end
We'll go home and start again
Start again

Doo Doo Doo Doo Doo, Doo Doo Doo Doo Doo

Today's the day I'll make you mine
So get me to the church on time
Take my hand in this empty room
You're my girl, and I'm your groom

Come to me my sweetest friend
This is where we start again, again

Come to me my sweetest friend
Can you feel my heart again
Take you back where you belong
This will be our favorite song
Come to me with secrets bare
I'll love you more so don't be scared
When we're old and near the end
We'll go home and start again (yeah)
Start again (yeah)

Doo Doo Doo Doo Doo, Doo Doo Doo Doo Doo

Wishes to the world for an amazing day...coz why the hell not? 

:)

go get 'em, Tiger.

Damn right. And a few edits, now that I've had my shower and a tiny rest.

I'm so freaking tired tonight. I'm trying to take a shower but right now I'm just sitting in it because my legs are wobbly.

Pathetic. That's how I feel. Until I break down the day and see it. Then I feel even more tired than I am.

And...it's been rough emotionally. There's been a small struggle to manage, but today has been a difficult one. Add very tired to that and it seems like a massive struggle.

I don't need a hero to swoop in and save me. Just sit by me. Hold my hand, hold my head... or me. Let me feel that I'm not completely alone and that will help me find what I need to keep going. I CAN do it, alone. I have for a long time.

But I want that touch. And that's ok. I'm tired of having common popular thought trying to shame people into being islands. I'm no island. 

I'm just saying that it's better to WANT someone or something than to NEED it. In my opinion. It's healthier, for everyone. It's more honest. More genuine.

So tonight. A sadness exaggerated by fatigue. A vague valley of lonely despair.
All will be well again.
Until then...

Tiny dancer

Such an odd thing.
I've always liked this song, but i hadn't heard it for awhile. Suddenly, in the past week+, I've heard it a handful of times.

I don't believe in coincidence.

At any rate, here ya go.

Tiny Dancer
Elton John

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iXSuO9O4Zug&feature=youtube_gdata_player

(I'll straighten it all up and out in a bit)

She drew a broken hallelujah ~

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MEx4P71pBdg&feature=youtube_gdata_player

I'll keep saying it...

Because I need to believe it.
Because I need to BE one.

Did I post this already?

It's worth posting again.

working on checking the youtube links.

From my phone, the items are playable.
From my laptop, not so much.
I apologize for that, and I've been working on switching things over. 
I need to sleep now, though, so the rest will have to wait.

But if you haven't heard the music, plz go back a few and enjoy.

Have a good night, take care.

it's a bruno mars night

This latest cd of his is fantastic. If you follow any of this blog, you've seen alot of music posted. It's all emotionally based, because I AM a silly, sappy romantic...or it's very physical, because I AM a very physically active person.

I make no apologies for the fact that I like sex. I spent years being shamed for that, even from my former spouse and that's just silly. Sex is an awesome part of life, gosh darn it, and being able to share that with someone is amazing. It just is what it is, it's in a healthy way and it goes hand in hand with the emotions. 

All of these songs are a solid mix of both the emotional and the sexual, so of course it works well for me. 

Take that any old way you want to. If you know me at all, then you'll know I'm neither a drama queen nor a nympho.

I already posted Gorilla. One more Bruno song for the night ~

Moonshine

Hello
You know you look even better than the way you did the night before
And the moment that you kissed my lips you know I started to feel wonderful
It's something incredible, there's sex in your chemicals
Ooh, let's go
You're the best way I know to escape the extraordinary
This world ain't for you, and I know for damn sure this world ain't for me
Lift off and say goodbye
Just let your fire set me free
Oh

Moonshine, take us to the stars tonight
Take us to that special place
That place we went the last time, the last time

I know, I was with you last night but it feels like it's been so long
And everybody that's around they know that I'm not myself when you're gone
It's good to see you again, good to see you again
On top of the world, is where I stand when you're back in my life
Life's not so bad when you're way up this high
Everything is alright, everything is alright

Moonshine, take us to the stars tonight
Take us to that special place
That place we went the last time, the last time, oh

Moonshine, your love it makes me come alive
Take us to that special place
That place we went the last time, the last time

Don't look down, don't you never look back
We are not afraid to die young and live fast
Give me good times, give me love, give me laughs
Let's take a ride to the sky before the night is gone

Moonshine, take us to the stars tonight
Take us to that special place
That place we went the last time, the last time, oh

Moonshine, your love it makes me come alive
Take us to that special place
That place we went the last time, the last time

;) bang banging on your chest

Sing about it, Bruno.
Mmhmm.

Gorilla

Ooh I got a body full of liquor
With a cocaine kicker
And I'm feeling like I'm thirty feet tall
So lay it down, lay it down

You got your legs up in the sky
With the devil in your eyes
Let me hear you say you want it all
Say it now, say it now

Look what you're doing, look what you've done
But in this jungle you can't run
'Cause what I got for you
I promise it's a killer,
You'll be banging on my chest
Bang bang, gorilla

Ooh, yeah
You and me baby making love like gorillas
Ooh, yeah
You and me baby making love like gorillas

Yeah, I got a fistful of your hair
But you don't look like you're scared
You just smile and tell me, "Daddy, it's yours."
'Cause you know how I like it,
You's a dirty little lover

If the neighbors call the cops,
Call the sheriff, call the SWAT ‒ we don't stop,
We keep rocking while they're knocking on our door
And you're screaming, "Give it to me baby,
Give it to me motherfucker!"

Oh, look what you're doing, look what you've done
But in this jungle you can't run
'Cause what I got for you
I promise it's a killer,
You'll be banging on my chest
Bang bang, gorilla

Ooh, yeah
You and me baby making love like gorillas
Ooh, yeah
You and me baby making love like gorillas

I bet you never ever felt so good, so good
I got your body trembling like it should, it should
You'll never be the same baby once I'm done with you
You [3x]

Oh, you with me baby making love like gorillas

Ooh, yeah
you and me baby we'll be fuckin' like gorillas
Ooh, yeah (Yeah, yeah, baby, baby, oh yeah, yeah)
You and me baby making love like gorillas

Wow

Airborne Toxic Event

Sometime Around Midnight

And it starts
Sometime around midnight
Or at least that's when you lose yourself
For a minute or two

As you stand
Under the bar lights
And the band plays some song about forgetting yourself for a while
And the piano's this melancholy soundtrack to her smile
And that white dress she's wearing, you haven't seen her
For a while

But you know
That she's watching
She's laughing, she's turning
She's holding her tonic like a cross
The room suddenly spinning, she walks up and asks how you are
So you can smell her perfume
You can see her lying naked in your arms

And so there's a change
In your emotions
And all of these memories come rushing like feral waves to your mind
Of the curl of your bodies, like two perfect circles entwined
And you feel hopeless, and homeless, and lost in the haze of the wine

And she leaves
With someone you don't know
But she makes sure you saw her, she looks right at you and bolts
As she walks out the door
Your blood boiling, your stomach in ropes
And then your friends say "What is it? You look like you've seen a ghost."

And you walk
Under the streetlights
And you're too drunk to notice that everyone's staring at you
You don't care what you look like
The world is falling around you

You just have to see her
You just have to see her
You just have to see her
You just have to see her
You just have to see her

You know that she'll break you in two

Say anything ~ We won't break...we were bound to be set free...eventually.

Tristan Prettyman

Say Anything

If I could say anything, anything what would it be?
A good question for our destined reality
I would tell you that I love you
Even when it didn't show.
I would tell you that I love you, baby,
By now I hope you know.

If you could go anywhere, anywhere what would you see?
Take a step in any direction, it's make believe
If your mind is always moving
It's hard to get your heart up off the ground
Yeah, your mind was always moving
But your thoughts never made a sound

And we won't break if we let go.
You and I already know
We were bound to be set free eventually.
So, here we are now
You can say anything

If I could have it go any way, any way it'd go like this
Take it back to a couple years yesterday to our first kiss
In that moment I loved you,
This isn't how I ever saw it going down.
In that moment I loved you,
I wish I knew then what I know now.

We won't break if we let go.
You and I already know
We were bound to be set free eventually.
So, here we are now
You can say anything
You can say anything

You should you listen to your heart
(you should listen to you your heart)
It's gonna tell you what you need
(it's gonna tell you what you need)
Take care of yourself
(take care of yourself)
And don't you worry about me
(don't you worry about me)

You should you listen to your heart
(you should listen to you your heart)
It's gonna tell you what you need
(it's gonna tell you what you need)
Take care of yourself
(take care of yourself)
And don't you worry about me
(don't you worry about me)

We won't break if we let go.
You and I already know
We were bound to be set free eventually.
Well, here we are now
You can say anything [x4]
Always say anything

Daft Punk

When I'm in a tough spot, or a happy spot, or any spot at all, I confess what you already know...I dance.

I lose myself in the movement and the feeling of the music running through me.

I just let go and let it take over.

It becomes the most free expression of myself that I have available...

and I use it. 

When I am done dancing I feel centered, peaceful.

I truly do, 

Lose Myself.

Lose Yourself To Dance

Daft Punk

I know you don't get chance to take a break this often
I know your life is speeding and it isn't stopping
Here take my shirt and just go ahead and wipe up all the
Sweat, sweat, sweat

Lose yourself to dance
Lose yourself to dance
Lose yourself to dance
Lose yourself to dance

Lose yourself to dance
Lose yourself to dance
Lose yourself to dance
Lose yourself to dance

Lose yourself to dance

I know you don't get chance to take a break this often
I know your life is speeding and it isn't stopping
Here take my shirt and just go ahead and wipe up all the
Sweat, sweat, sweat

Lose yourself to dance (Come on)

Everybody dancing on the floor
Can't do any more anymore
Everybody on the floor
Yeah, come on

I know you don't get chance to take a break this often
I know your life is speeding and it isn't stopping
Here take my shirt and just go ahead and wipe up all the
Sweat, sweat, sweat

Lose yourself to dance (Come on)

Everybody dancing on the floor
Can't do any more anymore
Everybody on the floor
Yeah, come on

like i said...

Well.
Yeah.
I think that breathalyzers should be put on all electronic/mechanical devices.
Because obviously I should not be handling equipment when I've been drinking.
Sorry for the sappy post, it's archived now.
Onward.