Saturday, April 27, 2013

a startling thought

Not anything ground breaking for anyone else...just something for myself.
I wonder if I put up walls and roadblocks to keep people out...? Some people say that I do. I'm not really aware of that, not the way they say. I do know that i'll keep a bad mood, bad day, sadness to myself, it's too hard to share. Not for any reason other than I highly doubt anybody wants to hear that junk. 

But being close to tears today from exhaustion and uncertainty, I was struck with a thought. One that I don't like...

I'm not sure I have the courage in me for what's coming up. 


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