I needed this, again.
Right now.
I'm good at loving and accepting others, I've got that down fairly well these days...and it's easy for me to do. I see what they may call faults or weaknesses in themselves evidence of a life lived, experiences had, lessons learned or being learned, love shared, love given, taken, lost...simply being delightfully, wonderfully, beautifully human.
I'm good at loving and accepting others, I've got that down fairly well these days...and it's easy for me to do. I see what they may call faults or weaknesses in themselves evidence of a life lived, experiences had, lessons learned or being learned, love shared, love given, taken, lost...simply being delightfully, wonderfully, beautifully human.
I am not, however, good at accepting the same in myself. I rake myself over rocks. My faults, as I perceive them. My weaknesses. It's not a self-confidence thing, which many may say that it is. It really, really isn't. I would say if it was, I have no reason to deny what a truth would be.
It's the deep concern that I may hurt someone by missing a cue, assuming...anything...or, in my case, refusing to assume, anything. I never know where the line is until I'm over it, in my typical awkward, broken, stumbling way. To have someone misunderstand my missed cue as a judgement, a displeasure...terrible.
So, having this reminder, to accept myself and trust those in my life to know who I am and that I am just that, I appreciate it. That's what this gives to me.
Thank you to a friend for sharing this.
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