excruciating

Incredibly long afternoon and evening at work. Terribly distracted. Next seasonal job locked in, much accomplished on other things...Another week of daughter gone and I'd be on track, but I get a day. So. I hate to list when I don't feel ready, but I'm done with the waiting. Completely. I have massive amounts of patience, and it is ALL gone for this issue. And I think that sometimes, when I think that I'm being as clear as mud...clear, but as mud...I'm not. AND...I'm hesitant to be any clearer. However, if I don't figure it out...well. Yeah. I miss someone. I hate time zone issues. I'm a grown up, and I oftentimes hate that as well. So here I sit at work, and I have Sweet Transvestite running through my head because that's what I was listening to while I was wrestling furniture. K.