Well.

I'm fucked.

That pretty much sums it up.

And you ridiculous ass vampire-whatever blog bot...go ahead and "read" or.whatever the blazes it is you do, makes no difference to me.

I'm just grateful this space is here for me, my empty cavern to send my thoughts out into.

I wouldn't change a step of this journey as it's been, and whatever happens...

I'll take whatever comes.

And then go from there.

But for now...

Yeah.

I'm fucked.