mummer's dance

For all of the metal and techno that i listen to,

all of the noise that i fill my life with sometimes...

THIS

is what lives inside of me.

I feel it pull from the center of my being ~

The indefinable pull towards a home unknown still.

I feel the wind drag against me, I smell the water in the air~

I hear the sounds of the leaves and the rocks as I walk through them and

see the textures in the layers of the land and sky around me.

Somewhere inside, this home lives and it calls to me daily.

I have dreams full of the searching, looking through all the streets, woods,

alleys and homes that I come across, waiting to see if the feeling is right...

Someday, I pray, I will find it. And I will know. Because it will be home to me.

But I can tell you, it feels like this song. So for now, I will live in this.

addiction and recovery

Some debates as to the meaning of this song,

but to me it's a story of addiction and the choice to recover~

Foster the People

Helena Beat



classic...beyond.

This still cracks me up after all these years!

Yeah, I saw it when it originally aired.

YOU can just be quiet. Now.

Enjoy ~

JT says it right...

Not even kidding, JT...

Karma will get you every time, believe it or not~

let me paint this picture for you...

tale as old as time

I thought I told ya

what goes around...comes back around

right. back. around.

Kiss Quick ~ Matt Nathanson

Beautiful Song, Beautifully Delivered

I love Matt Nathanson's voice, his lyrics, but mostly, I love his delivery. He sings his songs from his very being, I don't see how anyone can hear him and not be drawn right in.

This year, all but disappeared,
bought into fairy tales,But sleeping beauty just
kept score and tried to sleep more
She said "I'm not quite, myself tonight,
But the way you touch me, oh, makes me tongue tied,
That could be the wine too."

Kiss Quick, I've got a line out the door
Who all think they can save me.
One by one they lay the world at my feet,
One by one they drive me crazy.

She said "I know Love,
and it's all push and shove,
so stop talking
and put your back into it."
Loaded, oh my hands shook to hold it
I turned her body on, I turned her body on myself.

Kiss Quick, I've got a line out the door
Who all think they can save me.
One by one they lay the world at my feet,
One by one they drive me crazy.

Shut your mouth,
Pull me out, before this all goes grey.
One by one they lay the world at my feet.
One by one they go away.

Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh

Come on, come on, come on.
Kiss quick, I've got a line out the doorWho all think they can save me.
Oh, one by one they lay the world at my feet.
One by one they drive me crazy.

Shut your mouth,
Pull me out before this all goes grey.
One by one they lay the world at my feet.
One by one they go away.
They go away.
They go away.

Sell my blood for money,
baby, baby.
And I love how it feels.

This year, all but disappears.