Sunday, May 11, 2014

Mother's Day

It's not an easy day for me.

So many people are stressed over expectations, on both sides. It always seems to simply defeat the idea all to hell.
And I struggle with my feelings of inadequacy as a mom, mightily at times.

Spent a whirlwind 12 hrs with a someone who will be across the nation for 2 weeks, drove back and straight to my opening shift at the farm, got home, tired but wouldn't have missed those few hours...heard from someone that they were safe, and feeling relieved, was able to sleep. Woke up after a couple of hours, feeling a little lost, daughter out on a first date, came downstairs and saw this on the counter.

So. I may have cried a bit.
But that's ok.

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