Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Ok ok

I have seen this, in various forms, no less than 6 times today.
Yes, I'm feeling anxious. Many changes coming, already beyond the starting gate and I'm having that last moment thought cycle. Changing my mind isn't an option, I not only don't want to, don't need to...and simply won't.
When I do anything unsettling or unknown, I always allow myself a breath before go, that gathering of "insane courage". I don't think of what could go wrong, I don't focus on what could go right...I only think on the moment and the very next step.
And then...
I take it.
For whatever will be, it will be. I will allow it. With arms and eyes open, with fear beating on me to come in, with courage standing silently still...
I take it.



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